this weekend has probably been the hardest weekend that i've had since being on this course. i've come home and realised how sad i am. it's really shit. i hate being sad and anxious because i like people to think that i'm the happy one. i'm the one that cracks jokes and awkwardly makes people laugh (hopefully). i want nothing more than to cover my recent depression in stupid jokes but its got to that point where i'm so lost and surrounded by my own sadness that i don't know where to turn.
i know this post is probably stupid and pointless but i just really needed to get this out of my system. if i can't tell anyone i'm sad then at least i can write it on my blog, right? how very 21st century of me.
SOS
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